Discovering the new me!

Hello lovelies. I'm eighteen, and I live in the US. I'm just trying to lose weight the healthy way, and discover the new me!

I was recently diagnosed as Pre-Diabetic, so I'm not just trying to lose weight because I want to, but because it's now a big health issue for me.

I DO have a binge eating disorder, and I'm trying to overcome this the best way that I can.

I do NOT support Pro Ana, purging, starving yourself, excessive exersize, or any other unhealthy way to lose weight.

I'm here to help anybody that's willing to help me, as well :) You're all beautiful!

*Age: 18. *Height: 5'7. *Pre-Diabetic

SW/HW:183
CW:167
UGW:140

My dad and I signed up to a new gym that’s opening in the begining of February! I’m also getting set up with a personal trainer. Fuck yeah duuude :D

Long hair, don’t care. This is me today guys.

Long hair, don’t care. This is me today guys.

OMG. I lost another pound. Yet I haven’t excersized or ate 100% clean in almost a week. PRAISE GUNTHER FOR THIS GLORIOUS MIRACLE.
Was: 168.4
Now: 167.4

OMG. I lost another pound. Yet I haven’t excersized or ate 100% clean in almost a week. PRAISE GUNTHER FOR THIS GLORIOUS MIRACLE.

Was: 168.4

Now: 167.4

My dad is being mean to me, so bad. Saying such mean and hurtful things, mentally and emotionally abusing me. He’s trying to quit smoking, and he’s been in a terrible mood. Everything he’s telling me, I’m starting to believe. I just need somebody to talk to me. Or something. Because I don’t know what to do…I can’t talk to anybody else, they wouldn’t understand or are just tired of me complaining about him. Every word he’s calling me seems real now and I have nobody else to talk to, I don’t want to resort to old habbits that I stopped doing when this kinda stuff happened :/

Please. Someone, just send me SOMETHING. ANYTHING. Just one small message can really help me